Monday, February 18, 2008

Purpose in life

In response to Lynnx's post...

I am sleepy... I can't give response yet... Will edit this post when I wake up again. My eyes very heavy...

12.36am... I am awake again....chewing on a piece of 'bak kua.' Must be wondering why am I eating at this hour...Not scared fat issit? Scared... But people, who knows me well, knows that I cannot feel hungry. If I reach the state of hunger whereby I am sweating cold sweat and shaking, I am uncontrollable...I must have something to eat... I reached this state after reading a food blog... Damn... Thus, I am awake again.
Moving on to Dahfa fish... Munch munch...

Ah...the purpose of life... I am the one who is turning half a century this year and obsessing about a Korean boys who are younger than me and her... Gosh... I am hungry...continue munching on dahfa fish... I try to make my obsession as quiet as possible...as obscure as possible... talking about it only when I know people would listen and possibly care... 'cause I know not everyone will want to hear me rave and rave and rave about them.... now...shall I bombard you all with pictures of them? Hehe....With my 3,893 pictures...shouldnt be a problem... :D But I am not going to la...

Back to the topic...I have asked myself if I should stop with this obsession... but... if I restrained myself... I feel as if I have nothing much to look forward to... Nothing... It is like losing a purpose in life... I still have CPA to look forward to, I guess... But it is so... unmotivating...

How about settling down..get married... have children....? No one wants me yet so this is out of the question...

What do I want? I guess I am still trying to get a grip of my life at this moment... Still trying to figure out what else I want to do... what else I havent accomplish...

I cant think again... getting sleepy again.... will edit again, i guess...

But believe me when I say that my obsession is doing me good... really... i just can't resist it... One small pic... Their latest single, Runaway... Released on 13th February 2008

3 comments:

lynnwei said...

the dog! ahha.i tot was part of yunho's leg..kekeke

thanks for e update of their pics

< u3! y!nG > said...

Well, at least you have something to look forward too, like what you said.

g0hy|3 said...

Lynnwei, haha.. I didnt notice the dog at first... then, i kept on feeling something is wrong...the dog!! Not really the lastest pic yet. But I will post the single when it come out again. Next one is 'If/Rainy Night'

ueiying, yea... It is good for motivation.