Stco school concert

Went to StCo School concert on 25th September...

Kinda of lonely when I went there but fortunately, some of my ex-students come to accompany me..phew!

Lemme see...the night starts with the performance by school band...then a song solo by Michelle Liong...erm...She sort of went out of pitch..haha..Then it is an Arabian Fusion Dance by Sanjeet and Suneeta...Woo! Shake your booty! It is not bad la...But i always have the thought that dancing is always repetitive...Get kind of boring after some time...the nest performance is also a dance called Dance on Flower which I thought was boring, meaningless and suprisingly (I heard from my ex-student) they won a trophy for this dance....Then it is Chinese drum beating..erm..nothing interesting about that...Then, it is the award-winning drama...About two friends...I saw a video of it before but wasnt in full version. This time, they have changed a little bit of the plot to make it fresh to the audience. From Pink flamingoes to Blue Hippos..hahah...Oh! one very interesting performance is the Black Peacock....




Black Peacock by chin Ming Yang...His body is damn flexible and soft...Very very interesting...

then it is a singing performance by three girls..erm..then another singing performance by two girls...then another singing performance by a rock band....all these singing performance were...terrible....terrible...terrible...

The modern dance by Diana and the geng...was ok...My bro told me that they have specially paid for a choreaographer to choreograph the dance for them..

then another performance by another rock band...which wasnt too bad...in fact, it is better than the rest of the singing performances.
Then the first part of Romeo and Juliet.

That is Juliet, Juliet's cousin and Romeo...the story is kinda of weird la..Cause it din really show how Romeo and Juliet meet..or did they?

another singing trios...terrible la...another tradisional dance..meaningless...another modern dance...meanngless...another dance again...And Finally , something more interesting...Romeo and Juliet part two...


"Juliet, I dun understand what you said just now. But the words sounds so beautiful to me...I have something to tell you too...Your eyes are like fishball...blablabla...What? Fishball? The script cannot be more original than that liaw...

And they start singing the duet song that Hillary and that actor guy sang in Lizzie McGuire the movie...

then they start to dance to the music of..erm..that song from Lizzie McGuire the movie...

A weird guy wearing a bucket on his head...
Oh...There is something that makes this concert different than the Riam concert i went to...It is the commercial breaks...StCo has short sketches to make the time more passable when they are clearing up the stage...

Here is a shot of one of the sketches...
Finally the night ended with a performance by the choir...not bad not bad...

Overall, it is ok la...performances are half good half terrible...No wonder they did it in the school hall...not much finances goes into it...and the terrible performances are really terrible...

p/s: Sorry for the poor pic quality...Actually, no camera is allowed...so I secretly snapped these pic without any flash...

Hair straightening product!

Hehe.... My mum suddenly become so generous and bought me a hair straightener... RM165...Vidal Sassoon...
Haha...Never thought she will buy me one...Cause she is always very kiam with her money...
But I am still trying to learn how to straighten my own hair la...Haiya...My hair is like super thick le... A lot of hair le...Every hair stylist told me that I have a lot of hair...I always think that when I go to straighten my hair at salon, it is worth it cause they need to use a large amount of the hair straigthening product on me...
If this hair straightener can help me to achieve a better manageable hair, then, i can save my time and money to go to salon to do my hair liaw...hehe...

Thanks, mum!

My poor car

hmm..the various pic of how damaged is my Wira....hehe...lemme see...
the pic on the top left shows white stretch marks made by me...cause i reversed the car and forgot the fact that there is a cement post...
pic on centre top is showing the faded paint at the door handle...hey! it shows that the car is well-used by me le...
pic on top right is a close up of the pic on the bottom left. the paint came off like fish scales...pretty gruesome...oh..poor car...
the centre pic of the bottom row is about my cracked bumper...hehe...first crack is made by me (again) when i reversed the car into a tree.... :P it also damaged the backlight as well...the second crack (worse accident) was my dad's fault (ok, not exactly his) cause someone just hit the car and left...DAMN THAT BASTARD! HOW DARE YOU HIT AND RUN! the back light is also further damaged by the second accident...which reminds that the area is sort of cursed...Everytime accident, that area always kena one...
Final pic (bottom right) is my dad's work of art...Twice he drive into our driveway and scratch the car with the gate cause the car to have those fabulous green stripes...

Hehe...No worries liaw..My wira is getting a paint job and a new bumper...and possibly a new backlight as well la...It will look new again! hahaha....i promise i will be extra careful...

The reason why my phone credit is always low

I often help my dad to order stuff for his work but i was especially pissed off when ordered this copper filter brush because it costs me a lot of phone credits...My newly loaded phone credit is reduced to a single digit credit in just one day ( only two calls to KL)....AARRGGHHH....

how nerd are you?

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Not too bad la...I think i lose a lot of my nerdiness already...ehehe

Flashback 1: New shoes, mouse story & temporary tattoo

After being deprived of good high-heeled shoes for quite sometimes, I finally spend some of my hard-earned cash in a shoes...Something that i shud have done ages ago before I spent all my money on things that I cannot remember spending on....



After a few weeks, I dun think this shoes is very good la...It makes me walk funny...Kind of slippery...Hahaha....I am so picky... :P

What will you do if you trapped a mice in a trap? I probably wouldnt do anything 'cause I wouldnt want to touch it at all. I remember whenever my grandpa trapped a mice in a trap, he would drown it in the drain before removing it from the trap...My grandma did the same thing although she felt very disgusted by it...But recently, I learnt a new way to kill a mice...My uncle suggested to let the mice out in the sun to die of heat....The maid put the mice on the top of the gatepost...and here is the evidence...

I wonder if the mice really die cause I din see it after I came back from work...

Temporary tattoo...the last time I had a henna done on me, I was really unhappy with what I have after it dried and peeled off...The whole pattern is light and is gone within hours, not weeks as promised by the guy who did it on my shoulder....
I give it another try again, at Curtin Carnival again...this time, I am happy with it....But I rub it off with baby oil after a few days...Cause it is fading and i dun like the way it faded differently at different sections of my hands...in another word, not pretty anymore la...
When the henna thingy is still on my hand...drying out....



After the thingy came off...

Venting out

For clarification...I am not stressed out...i just dont get it...

Some ppl can read all they want...and yet they dont understand what they are doing...
Some ppl can read all they want...and yet they ask all the questions that makes others run away for miles...

When I was doing my first few assignments...I remember asking a few questions and I can almost complete the whole thing...a few simple instruction and I am ok liaw...She is not to be blamed...But dun put the blame on me...no one give me instruction to teach when i am also one of the ppl who is still quite new...I almost lose my temper when more blame is placed on me today...Dangerous le...

NEXT ITEM!!

Questions...one or two is fine...But continuous shooting questions bugs me...how many times do I have to say that we use only UBS for book-keeping and only Excel for accounts?! How many times?! 'But why not use just UBS? It is so much easier?' Argh! Oiii....get it into your head la!! How many times do I have to repeat myself?! Ppl do like that then you just do like that la...Why so lo-so?!

'Oh...I eat out too much already...' What kind of stupid reason is this to give to refuse going to an annual dinner? Oh..forgive me..not stupid...arrogant is more like it...Are you trying to say that you are so rich that you always eat out so you dun even care to go to an annual dinner with your new colleagues? I cant believe this person at all....

'Oh...Big companies have a lot of things...I seen it before...Really a lot...They even have proper book-keeping...' Aiks...What are you trying to say here? That the rest of us dunno anything...We are so stupid not to know that...Do you think that those small companies doesnt have ppl who knows how to do book-keeping? Only big companies? Are you sure?

Someone told her off on one fine day....I am not sure if she knows it or not...But hearing how she was told off makes me feel so good...haha...

Gee...I feel bad lashing out at her like this...but I seems to have a little dislike of her...I am not sure why....But it feels good to say it all out loud...hahah....

Those who knows I am talking about...Shut up about this...

YEAH!!!! I AM BACK, PPL!!

yea..yea...yea...
My pc is back online....Haha....I feel so happy now...

Bang!

A thought hits me and I feel....devastated....i still got a lot of things to read for my CPA exam...shit!

hmm....firstly....need to tell all my oh-so-faithful readers that I will be posting a lot of pics...describing stuff...stuff that i have been collecting and thinking when I am deprived of my pc and streamyx connection...hopefully the thoughts dont expire though...

Time to sleep cause I have work tomolo...

Long time no blog

sigh...

no....my pc is still in the hospital...I wonder when will the 'doctor' treat my pc....

I am now at cybercafe....cant stand staying at home cause my brother has taken over the tv....he is playing his playstation now...and i am left with nothing to do...so i come out to cure my internet itch...hehe...

work been busy...fortunately... i dread it if i have nothing to do...

yoga...been taking yoga classes.... increasing my body flexibility and balance...

badminton... played badminton with my colleagues last saturday... sore muscles the very next day...haiyaks...

dun really wanna go offline now but the shops are closing...

well...till next time (when my pc is finally fixed and online)

gua punya pc rosak la...

haiya...gua punya pc rosak o..belum pergi fix o..jadi, tak ada posting la...jadi...menantilah dengan pernuh kesabaran - lah, para pembaca...
hahaha

Cocktail or Mocktail?

Last night was Lynnwei's final night in Miri....after a big dinner, I went out with lynnwei and yuan to drink....

I realised that both lynnwei and i are not drinkers...we have very limited of alcohol...But i dun think that it is a bad thing anyway...

After rounding the town, we finally decided to go and have cocktails to relax....Marriott...

I had a pina colada...not too bad...the waiter recommended it...but i think i could have handle a more alcoholic drink...hehe...lynnwei maaged to order a non-alcoholic drink which she later tradwe it with yuan's more alcoholic drink...haha! she claims that the drink she ordered is not as nice as what yuan order...haha....

It leads me to conclude that Lynnwei and i are actually not a bad drinker...we can handle stronger drink..i think...hehe....what is stronger to us is probably a weak drink for usual drinkers...

Farewell, Lynnwei...Till we meet again next year...ganbatte ne!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

That's the words shouted by our Father of Independence on the 31st August 1957...

Last night, around 9 sumthing pm, I went out...There are a lot of ppl in the bicycle and motorcycle on the road carrying Jalur Gemilang...travelling at a dangerous speed and route...The realisation of Independence Day hits me. For days, I have been thinking to get a flag to put on my car to show some kind of patriotism....but I never get to do it...haha...Then, it turns out that I am a bit too late. So I decided on the road at that moment that I don't give a damn about it. The little flag pole on the car is a fad. Those who still have those flag poles are....a bit too much for my taste...
But, I do admire those who carry the flag around town on their bikes...Big flag...

Commercials to promote Hari Merdeka (while promoting their brand name) by the big companies...this year, a commercial of some company hits me as irrelevant. Tolong menolong...what does that have to do with Hari Merdeka....no idea...I dun get it...those who gets it, pls tell me about it...The other commercial about sending ppl to England to be trained as teachers..now...tat is something to do with Hari Merdeka...There is the link to Hari Merdeka...It makes me wonder though..if they really did film all those things at that time...did they?

Anyway, Selamat Menyambut Hari Merdeka!

p/s: I will be going out to shop for a purse and a pair of shoes...hehe...

I am back...

Just came back from Brunei...A three days trip...Surprisingly tiring...I have so much ideas on what I want to blog the whole time I was in Brunei but somehow, at this very moment, I cant remember what is that I wanted to say...But anyway, here goes nothing...

Car Breakdown

Have I become a jinx? The car broke down on both my journey to and from Brunei...I have to wait for one hour plus for the mechanic to come and fix the car...Damn..

The Maid




A new addition to the horror movies collection...This is about the horror adventure of a Filipino maid during the chinese 7th month in Singapore. If you have watch the movie, I want to share my opinion...NEVER step on the ashes of the hell money for that will cause you to see dead ppl...Cause that is what happen to Rosa. She stepped on the ashes and she starts to see the dead son & all other ghosts. Then, all the other rules applies...Never swim after dark ( better dun swim at all)...Dun turn around when you thought someone call you...Dun talk to strangers on a stretch deserted road...rules like that...Scary o....
I din watch some part of the movie cause I was in the toilet... Yupe..I was...The whole place does look scary as it is all in red...i mean the hallway to the toilet, not the toilet...and it was empty...
The movie was sort of scary but surprisingly i laugh most of the time...cause the ppl i watched the movie with were very funny ppl...
Oh...this movie is also the first movie i watch at The Mall...

Bookworm

I become quite a bookworm. First book is still Da Vinci Code...I slowly reading throught he bok cause I really want to savour the book...Thinking deep thoughts when I read the book...But I cant give any review now cause I am too tired to think about it...But, when I say a review, it usually means a long summary of the book...haha...
The second book is Trump: The Art of The Deal. When I first look at the book, I sort of dread the thought of reading it, thinking that it will be so uninteresting. But I was wrong. The book is really exciting. It is amazing how a person can own such intelligence and wealth. The book also makes me wonder how is the taxation system in US is like.

Early Morning Walks

My mum woke me up at 5 am in the morning to get me to walk around the mosque. There are quite a number of ppl who walk around the mosque early morning. The first morning, I walked alone while the second morning, I walked with my dad. The third morning, I chickened out. I told my mum the night before that I dun want to walk the next day. Reason being that my legs hurt...but i dun think it is because of the morning walks...Want to know why? Read on...

Foot Massage

I went there just to accompany my mum. But I end up getting a foot massage as well. I remember the last time I had a foot and hand massage, the only distinct problem I had was my spine. This foot massage shows that I have a lot of problems with my health. Every single area she massaged hurts like hell. My spine, ears, nose, throat, intestines, hormone level...stuff and stuff...oh gosh...My body is in a mess. after the massage, my foot really tires out...So, I think the reason why my legs hurt is because of this massage...

Well, that is pretty much what i did apart from the normal stuff lo...

Another weekend....

It starts with my on-going chapped lips and ulser... yupe...i drank one hot cup of coffee with ginseng on one hot day and i have chapped lips and ulser even since then...



I have such a busy day on saturday working...waiting for the time to pass... I cant wait to go home...Cause I will be going to brunei with irene and davis..going there for the fun of it....2pm to 745pm...tis is wad i have from my journey to brunei...apart from that delicious meal...



Thank you, Davis and Irene!

Hardworking o.....NOT!

Registered for CPA.... Going to take Financial Reporting exam in October...Not very sure if I can pass with my laziness.... but anyway...here is the pic of my study table when i am trying to study in front of the tv...haha

A busy...Busy...Busy Weekend

Firstly, I have been working half day on Saturday morning...pretty tiring liaw and yet, since i havent been keeping in touch with irene for a long time, I drop her visit at the Boulevard parking lot and spend my whole afternoon and night there....Nothing much happens as the real competition that Davis is joining only going to start tomorrow...So, on saturday, basically, you got to tune ur audio...try out the audio...sit int he car...get some air-conditioning going on...(to know more about what is exactly happening there at the parking lot, please go to this site ). And then, on Sunday, real competition starts...

I had a really nice long chat with Irene...It has been a long time since we done that...Really appreciate the time we spent these two days...really relieve me of a lot of burdens...haha..as if i have a lot of burdens... :P

Sunday...after i drop jinnwei off, I went over to Boulevard again...Then, Irene told me that she will be driving the car to the competition camp...Gosh...Intense...Below is a pic of Irene getting very nervous...


Honestly, I was nervous as well...But have to give moral support to Irene to drive the car into the competition camp...So, Irene, I wasnt that cool actually..haha...Below is the pic of what it looks like when we were waiting for our turn to drive in...


The crowd at the camp is well..supportive? They are surprised to see a girl drive the car...haha...This audio show is a guy-thing...To see a girl is abnormal...To see a girl driving a car with such a powerful audio is shocking...
The scenes of the whole show...




The champion's car's backseat... :P a wire mess...



Nevertheless, Davis got first and second place with his two awesome Pajeros....

The weather on Saturday was really great...not too hot...But on Sunday, it is a completely different weather...It is super hot and we even have haze. Gosh...I can still smell that burn hazy smell although i am in the house now....Pics to show that IT IS HAZY!



After that audio show, I sent my brother home and then after a shower, I am out again...

Off to Imperial Mall....Have a date with a friend...A friend that i really love to go shoppng with because she is a great shopper. She have a body figure that is almost the same with mine...So she understand how i feel when I go shopping for clothes or shoes or anything. But she is cool about everything that I know I have a lot to learn from her although she is younger than me and she used to be my student...Gasp...I only bought this one thing that I have been thinking to tbuy for such a long time...and finally...i bought it...
hahaha...yupe, i have it now...and I am happy...

After I sent her home, home it is...then, my cousin's crib to watch Bewitched....

this is certainly one long weekend for me...I feel so tired..and I am supposed to feel rejuvenated after the weekend...damn....

A night of Atmosphere.....

Lack of skill in communication? yes..i really think so...I seriously lack of communication skill.

My brain is not empty...it is full of stuff....but...why? why? why? WHY CANT I SAID OUT WHAT I THINK?

Sitting at Atmosphere Cafe, listening to the conversation...i realise how little i know of stuff...I dun have the living abroad experience...And most of the conversation is about the ppl they meet when they are away from home. I only get to know ppl who are in curtin and further more, with my lack of communication skill, i dun get to know many ppl...I only see from the outside side...sigh...

I feel so ...erm...like a katak under the tempurung?

Scaredy me

I think I am easily scared...really...I am not kidding...

Ever since...Tale of Two Sisters...which I watched because I thought I was going to some English action movie, I became a scaredy person.

One little action in the movie which isnt supposed to be scary at all will cause me to jump in my seat. --> which cause the person sitting next to me to smile and be amused at my reaction...

One little word can cause me to feel so anxious that my head will swim ---> my brain must be lacking a lot of oxygen...

Recalling an incident in the conference room in my office...My client is so tall and huge and sitting right opposite of me. Slowly he lean forward smiling at me...I can only smile back, not knowing what to say, because i was only there to hear everything so that I can work on the stuff later...Then, he said 'You made me rush to the bank the other day just for the payment'. My reaction? Eyes widen...mind racing...Did I do wrong when I told him to rush to the bank the other day? .....Then, my senior stepped in to save me. I didnt do anything wrong...I saved him from paying more money..phew...Why didnt I think of that? My senior even told him not to scare me...He laughed and said he was only kidding...Phew...RELIEF....

Really la..very intimidating to see him lean forward and said that...My brain was having a swim when my senior stepped in to save me...Dizzy dizzy dizzy...Definitely lack of valuable oxygen...

Please...dun scare me anymore...

And if u want me to watch horror movie at the cineplex, dun ask me to buy the tickets...cause I wouldnt!

Riam School Concert

Have a nice time watching Riam School Concert last night...Lynnwei bought the tickets to watch Riam School Concert at Miri City Centre...or what I always called as Sivic Centre.
The night started with a performance by the band with four singers singing two songs...erm...Too loud....Then...a dance routine .... then, a girl singing 'honey' by Wang Xin Ling. Respect for her. So brave to sing and dance by herself on the stage...then then...choral speaking...when i suddenly heard a voice that is so familiar coming from my back...Then it struck me. that is my boss's voice. Mind exploded. He is behind me?!! Scarily, I turned to the back and yupe, it is my boss and his wife, i presumed. After managing to say 'hi, Mr Chia', i turned my attention to the front stage...squirmed in my seat. Din dare to do anything drasticily embarassing... carefully watching my own movement so that I wouldnt embarass myself... :P

The rest of the concert was ok...Can see the mistakes they do...some of them did very good...some made mistakes...Din finish watch the show because it is kind of getting late and so, we left.

Their english and chinese are pretty weird to my ears. Too much stressing on the pronounciation. When i recap the way they pronounce the words to one of my colleagues this morning, she has goose bumps all over her. hehe...I think it is a common thing that happens to those ppl who are chinese educated.. .Or am I becoming too Englishish...?


Drum beating performance after the opening ceremony.... One of the drum beater nearly tripped to the floor when they are doing their routine..hoho...


Classical dance routine inspired by 'The heavenly fairies'...a really classical chinese movie. They really look like they are floating around with their long sashes....but one disadvantage, if they are not careful, the sashes will get stuck to their headpiece and they have to float to the backstage to remove it before floating back to the stage to continue the dance routine..haha...Another thing i noticed is that the dance routine just repeat over and over again...erm...i guess dancing is like that...repeating the movement over nad over again...

Woke up late this morning..feeling unwell...maybe cause i sleep late last night...or the show just tires me out..Still have to go to wrok...argh...can i dun go? Well, i went anyway...The boss did asked me did i enjoy myself last ngiht or how was the show...hmm...cant remember which question he asked me...I asked him wad happen after i left...guess what? he said i missed the best part..damn....

My new bag....work bag...haha...bought it at Parkson....really like the bright look of the bag...haha...

Down with flu

Has my health level really gone so low?

From flu and cough during my short teaching career to food poisoning during my permanent job and now, another flu hits me. My weight continue to rise due to the amount of food i consumed in the office. my colleagues really know how to eat.

this is not my biggest concern now.

i woke up this morning feeling worried. grandma mentioned something yesterday that makes me feel worried. She said she might not come back alive. The thought of that scares me. She is having an open heart surgery to make her feel better. otherwise, she will get tired easily and maybe, seizure ( i think that is what it is called) everytime she gets too excited or tired. koko, me and lynnwei will be having breakfast with her later. DimSum at Grand Palace Hotel.

I feel so helpless that i cant help her.

Someone to hold

Many times i feel like I want to hold on to someone. Not in a relationship type. Physically...Holding hands...snuggle together...put my head on someone's shoulder...

But I restraint myself. Why the restraining? Maybe because all these things seems to be meant for girlboy relationship and i am just one girl and there is no boy.

Often, i wonder what is wrong with me. My mum suggested that it is my weight that pushes ppl away. My fat looks. Ad yet i thought personality is all it takes. Then, a thought hits me. Attractiveness...that is it! I lack of attractiveness. the magnetisicm that draws ppl to me. It doesnt matter whether one is fat or ugly. As long as one has the attractiveness factor, he or she can get anyone at all.

I think attractiveness is something that one is born with and not something one can acquire. too bad i dun have the attractiveness.

ARGH...realisation of another of my weakness...low self esteem...urgh!

Advice is for listening

" Just write in to any companies. In fact, write in to all the possible companies that you think you can work with. Don't worry about anything like your results. It is all up to those who look at your resume to decide if they want to use you. if they think you are good enough, they will employ you. Right now, they will only look at your qualification and results. After a few years, it is experience that counts. "

That is what I told a friend when she asked for my advice.

A few weeks back, a not-really-close friend called me to ask for some advice regarding her results. I was suprised because I really don't know her well at all. In fact, we don't even talk to each other before. So, you can see how surprised i was. I told her about what I did and I guess that is that best I can do since I don't really know anything much. She called back to tell me that she did what I told her and she got what she wanted. I was happy for her.
A few days ago, she called me again to ask me about something else. I, again, don't really know much so I don't think I help in any way.

A few nights ago, a different friend called me to ask me for my advice on job-hunting. Quoted above is the condensed version of what I have told her.

Natural instinct is that when one ask for advice, one will follow the advice. I never really thought about the person who give the advice. How will this person feel if this person finds out that his or her advice is not being followed? Nothing much I guess. Maybe I am wrong...

Today,

gohyie: good morning, andy chia & co.
caller: good morning. My name is XX (name is not included to prevent any legal actions..haha). I am a fresh graduate and i would like to ask if there is any vacancies in your company...
gohyie: XX! It's me. Sorry le. I dont know who to pass you to know if there is any vacancies. The receptionist is not around so I really dont know. Why dont you just write in?
caller..XX: Oh! i see...I have been calling a lot of companies for the whole morning. none of them have vacancies. how come you are the receptionist?
gohyie: oh...why not u just write in? they will call you when they have vacancies. i am just helping out at the front desk. why not i give you the mailing address of this company so that you can write in?
XX: ok...sure
gohyie: it is ......(address)...
XX: oh..thanks...i will call back later to ask the receptionist, yeah?
gohyie: sure..no problem...

Makes me wonder if she heard the advice I told her.
A few minutes later,

gohyie: good morning, andy chia & co.
XX: goo...
gohyie: STOP! wait... i will get the receptionist for you. just give me a second.
Receptionist: good morning. yes, how may i help you? ...bla bla bla...(basically telling her to write in)...

This makes me wonder...have I wasted all my saliva telling all those things to her for nothing? She needs someone else to tell her off? Hey, I should be a someone else too...

First night on a balcony...

Another one of my never-been-there-before places has become i-been-there-before place.

Tonight, I went to Balcony with three of my colleagues.

At first, we went to Al Fresco...eat a bit...drink a bit....chat a bit....the whole process took us one hour plus...A huge conclusion from it is that our main topic is always about work...cham!

Then, we went to Balcony...Nothing much happens....We sat there for nearly an hour long... I had a cup...glass...oh! a tumbler of red wine...cheap red wine...free...cause it is ladies night...hehe...

Honestly, I cant see the point of ppl sitting around watching each other drinking...Around 11.45, ppl started to crowd the dance floor....I was kind of disappointed because there wasnt much ppl dancing..cant see any action going on...Then, when we left the place, I saw that a lot of ppl are actually dancing le...Which only means that the spot I have sat all that time is actually only good for admiring the little sharks they have in their big aquarium...

Kinda of feeling tempted to boogie on the dance floor....but...I am not a good dancer...In fact, I realised that I only know how to shake my booty...and it ends there....nothing else...so no point of dancing cause I only know one section of the art of dancing...hand movement..leg movement...I have no idea about it all...That is why I wouldnt dare to dance in public...

My first experience with disco dancing..is that how to call it?....was with Mok...He showed me how he danced on the floor of Prom 2001. I was startled at that time. and then the dancing bug got me...I got pretty good dancing in my bedroom till I told Dennis about me dancing...Weirdly, from that time onwards, I dun think i can dance at all...What happen? I have no idea at all...Weird...

Looking forward to another trip to balcony....not as bad as i thought it would be...Not advisable for those who hates smoke and loud noise...

Bao Bei

hehe...
My new nickname...It has grown on me...I dun really mind anymore...Kinda of mind about it in the first place but now...it is ok liaw...

It started when my colleagues funnily mentioned that the senior assistant is very affectionate to me. So they started to call me her 'Bao-bei.' So, now, I guess it sort of stuck with me..

Got a scare just now when i heard my senior assistant mentioned that she will go home to hug her 'bao-bei' tonight. I had to remind myself that she is most probably talking about her pet dog at home...phew...relief!

PEAK SEASON IS OVER!!!!!

yea!!!

Finally, after two months of hard labour, it is finally over. I finally dont have to work overtime. Hehe...

Tonight, I will be going out to meet up with my colleagues and we will be partying to celebrate the end of the peak season.

A thought pop up....Shit! I still have a client that I need to handle after peak season...very troublesome case to handle...

"Fang Fei Zi"

Can someone tell me what does that mean?

Easy...Someone just left you hanging to do something else instead of the something promised earlier.

I am simply very angry because i showed my dedication to my FAMILY and instead I get the aeroplane. Yeah! How "wonderful"! This is what I get for giving up my time and money.

Note that I am putting the blame on myself. Maybe I should change my priority. Apologies from any party will not do anything. I wish I can say 'Dun find me, I will find you" But i cant. Cause I probably wouldnt find you at all.

I find this really ridiculuous. What the f*** is what I wanted to say now.

Is it because I never have a temper before? So easy to be bullied around? Easy to be boss around?

This is the reality now. I am just keeping it all inside. Dont go thinking that you are all superior and all. Just because I dun go caring what you are doing to me, it doesnt mean you can go do anything you like.

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Now, is it that scary? The one who gave the aeroplane....no worries....I was letting off my steam....you are not in danger....Nor am I severing my connection with you...You are most probably sitting comfortably at home using your laptop at this moment. Me? I am outside. Where? Does it even matter? My mum thought that I am working overtime at the office.
Honestly, I was going to work. But I decided not to.
Just dont do it again.

Remember "peng you se me dou ke yi" It certainly applies to you. jJst there is no friend. Even i am not sure what is it.

ok...a sudden rush of photo activity in my blog now...hehe...this is taken in my office...actually is the upstairs of my workplace. Everyone is there except for the boss (who is the photographer) and another girl (who went to get the free ticket for initial d)....We are having a birthday party....so there are plenty of food on the table...

Hahaha.....my graduation picture...Hohohoho.....I hate the shape of my lips, btw...that is how my lips will look like when i am too excited or happy....got to control that

The many faces of ppl....

Finally... my colleagues have opened up to me...they are being to be comfortable with me...Then they revealed to me hw dangerous is the office...

Scary no 1: She is inconsiderate and dont know how to handle her subordinate. She said the meanest thing and this causes the others to want to quit the job. For me, I thought she was fine till I heard about this. Then my thoughts starts to go deeper. Feel like every word she said is very mean. But if I dont go and care about it, I wouldnt feel anything, right? So, why put myself thru this kind of torture?
Scary no 2: She is a two-faced person. One angelic and one evil. She will only be nice to you when she wants to and will put all the blame on you if there is a mistake. She is the one who wants to push all the responsibility to others so that she will have none to worry about. For me, I have not experienced the evil side fo her so I will try to be careful.
Scary no 3: This person has no temper. Never scold, just ask whether we are ok or not. But beneath that, he is one hell of a person. Never try to cross his path for he will make sure you will suffer for it. None of us dare to do so....scary...the most scariest of all....I will definitely not do anything to make him angry....

Office suddenly become a scary place. but I think it will make it more interesting. What is an office if it doesnt have all those scary elements? We are only humans. These kind of stuff exist whether we like it or not. The best way to get along peacefully is to be careful not to do anything that will hurt anyone...

Average Joe...a bit too unfair...

Average Joe 1....The girl choose the pretty boy over the average joe.
Average Joe 2....The girl choose the pretty boy over the average joe AGAIN!

Average Joe 1: Very stupid of her! The average joe is a millionaire! Not that I am thinking that she should choose money over looks...She broke up with the pretty boy she chose right after the vacation they took while the average joe got a girlfriend a month after the show.

Average Joe 2: The whole thing looks so promising for the average joe. The pretty boy is sort of stupid...the average joe is so full of personality and depth....But who did she choose? The pretty boy....adu.... But she got her balasan when the pretty boy left her after she told him that her ex-boyfriend is Fabio, some old hunky guy.

The whole show struck me as stupid...why? cause the girl always choose the pretty guy...very very typical. doesnt average joe get the chance to win it?

Now, they are going to let the average joe to be in control. they get the first average joe to come back and be the one who decide who will be his 'the one'. Just read from the website and found out that...once again....the nicer-looking and empty-headed ppl won again....ridiculous!
The summary says that the one who chooses always seems to rely on their hormones to make their decision.

One thing though...the dates they have in the show are really romantic and luxurious....

Initial D

On wednesday, my colleagues went to watch initial D...They got the free tickets to watch it...whoa....

their verdict of the movie is that it is funny....a bit unrealistic but what can one say, the movie is inspired from a manga (manga...corect ka?)..nevertheless, i still want to watch it...

Really want to watch the manga (once again, is manga the correct word?)...watch a bit of initial D the manga at my aunt's house the other day on chinese new year eve....sort fo attracted to it.really want to watch the whole thing...but ... sigh...
WHERE AM I GOING TO GET IT?!!!

monday night, xuan, initial D!!!

Workaholic me...

hehe....

Last weekend, I went back to Brunei to celebrate the dumpling festival. Had dinner at a Nyonya style restaurant. Very full stomach after that...

Earlier that day in the office, I informed the senior assistant that I will not be working overtime on that weekend and also on Monday night. She told me to watch out myself of the deadline and to have more OTs to get it all done. I made a promise that I will.

Monday night, I went to Opi to get another facial treatment, which is free. Why? Because of the complaint I made the last time I went to have a facial treatment. This time, I really enjoy the treatment experience because the person taking care of me is really friendly and funny. I have another session booked for the next month.

Starting from Tuesday, I have worked overtime every night. About 4 hours everyday. Today, Saturday, I suddenly find myself unable to do anything because I dont have a pc to work with. I cant do anything because I DONT HAVE A PC! damn... i end up trying to all the little things just to pass the time.

afternoon time, overtime! hehe...have the pc all to myself...so I get to finish all the things i need to using a pc very quickly and move on to work on another assignment...

Work is not all about work. I have fun in my workplace...Today, we celebrate our boss's birthday together with the June birthday people. The boss sponsored a huge cake (3kg fruit cake) and two dishes. We had another smaller (1.5 kg) cheese cake. We have fried noodle and rice. I had the fried kuew tiaw. Honey dew, watermelon, and jellies. What can i say? I was so full. The cake still left a whole loads. I have also discovered that the people in the upstair department knows me. HAH! They do! Hehe...they are really nice to me too....I am surprised. Well.i think as long as i havent done anything to hurt their feelings, they should be ok with me...Now, I learn to be more open and friendly to all my colleagues.

Yupe....I am loving my job now...

Have working OT got me?

moments ago, i was very pissed off.

I could have wrote a lot of my anger in here.

But since i have calmed down, I cant write any of it down as it will show that I am a very short-tempered person, no consideration for others, no gratitude for others, and self-centred pig.

And I wouldnt want that, would I?

Can I blamed it on my recent job? I dun think so actually.

Why? Because, in the midst of all the hectic schedule, I am enjoying myself. Learning new things. Things that are a lot more interesting than what I learn in my years of studying. Having colleagues who are funny, helpful, and cooperative. Gosh, i even enjoyed the OTs.

Maybe it is the time of the month...the dreadful PMS.....oh no!

Hard work...

assignment list is still long.

not very sure if can finish it in time.

30th June is the due date.

my client havent send in their accounts for year 2004.

met a client with extreme temper. Scary!

worked for seven hours straight last night. Exhausted!

But, my effort paid off.

Today, i can hand in one assignment for checking.

Miri Parade 20052005

Hehe...I dont really want to go as I know there will surely be traffic jam. But when Jeng and Elsie called, I just had to go. So i got Dad to send me to Boulevard. Then, I used Elsie's car to go to the parade.

Together we watched the parade in front of the courthouse. Then, we walked to Kingwood Inn area 'cause we were going to meet Esther there. Along the way, we anticiapted to see stco band. Whe we finally see it, we are so excited. Then, we also saw Harwinder aka Veena. She was with the Sikh assocation, i think. We had to shout her name so many times to get her attention. Then, continue to watch the whole parade.

The watching gets me really excited. I feel so proud of Miri. all of a sudden. I want to join in the walking also. Feel so proud of my students. :p

GO MIRI!

City of Values

Last night, I went to this talk about city of values. Dr Roger Cole is the speaker.

My boss bought the tickets and then let us, the employees, to go and listen to this talk. According to him, it is a good talk. No one really want to go. I just took the ticket and I had the premonition that I will forget about it when i go and watch it.

Believe it or not? I really did forget that I need to go to the talk. Fortunately, I told jinnwei the day before about it and he reminded me to go. So i rushed to shower and get ready at 6.50pm and sped to Pustaka. Arriving at 7.05pm, I realised that I was still early. Sheesh....

I didnt sit with my colleagues. Instead, I sat with my former colleagues, the substitute teachers. During the talk, while I was trying to interpret what the speaker is talking about, I wrote notes to chat with YikTing.

I am not interested in meditation type of things. So, basically, the speaker was talking about peace and happiness in oneself. the speaker is so long-winded. During the Q&A session, only one question was asked and he answered it in half an hour time when all he was trying to say was yes. I dont really get the whole thing. I think the topic for the talk is inappropriate. It should be something like 'Discover yourself through meditation.' In fact, I think that the YB's speech was more related to the topic, City Of Values. :P

Finally, we even had a meditation session. :0

After the talk, I went to lim-teh with my former colleagues. Kind of weird for I dont really know them. They felt strange to me.

I went home at around 11pm while they went for Karaoke at Rex-Box

Time Flies....20.05.2005....20052005

Whoa!

so fast...one week have passed.

Firstly, i have quit teaching for one week. feeling not too bad. i am ok with my job. i am doing well with my assignments.

Secondly, Miri is now no more a town but a city. MPM is now MBM ( Majlis Bandaraya Miri).

Honesty, I feel good about my job. i am thinking that i am being ignorant of any office politic if there is even any. I am enjoying my life. Miri, i feel has not changed much. City or no city. it is the same. unless there is going to be huge changes otherwise...miri is still miri. am i being negative?

This morning, i work although it is a holiday today. my senior mentioned that it is up to me to work or not to work on holidays. but i am thinking for more leave in the future sake. i must owrk overtime. i dun want to sit in the office with nothing much to do when it is no longer peak season. horror!

First Day in The Rat Race

my first day working in Andy Chia & Co. wasnt too bad. The people there are really nice. I was expected to read during my first day. only reading. but by afternoon, i am already starting on my first assignment. my boss told me that i dun have to work overtime this week. yeah!

I went home to eat but i noticed most ppl are eating there. maybe i will do tat too...soon...

this morning, i rush thru the paper work of stco because i cant finish it during the weekend. i dun have enough sleep and so i am going to sleep early. my mum is here. so are my cousin and her husband. according to my mum, she asked if she can come and then her husband also want to come to miri with my mum. so my mum out of courtesy invite them to come. my cousin's husband is kind of menyampah. i dunno why i feel this way.

Final Teaching Day in Stco

Today is the last day...still got plenty of paper work that i have not completed..rushing thru everything actually..trying to finish it.
one period before reces, cikgu sii asked me to go together with her to 1s2 for the class party...but then when we arrived there, jeremy told us that the party has not started yet and we cant go in yet, so back to the staff room. during recess, i was asked to go so i went. it wasnt too bad. i get a cake. american chocolate cake as my farewell cake. they also invited cikgu siti rashidah and cikgu rahmawati and another teacher whom i have forgotten. took some pictures when they though. oh! we ate spaghetti, sandwiches, brownies, jellies, ice cream, fried cheicken wings, french fries, and crackers. then i din have any teaching session with 1s1. instead we just take pictures. and then i went back to the staff room to get everything packed. form 2 student come to urge me to quickly go to their party but i was a bit lagging cause i want to put everything in the car first. this morning, come to school with a full load of exercise books and i go back with whole loads of presents...ehhe...
2d1 and 2d2 party is still about eating. cikgu emy and mdm hii are there. i get a blueberry cake. yummy. i fed a few students with cherries on the cake. and then when i ate one of the choco piece, suddenly the whole choco are gone...hehe..everyone seems to grab a piece of those. hehe...to bad that i din use my own digicam to take pics...everything are with someone else. need to get those pictures...:P oh...and one student even cried! she is kinda of emotional la...i remember the first time i asked her to read outloud in class..well...she cried also...hehe... (sweat)

OH!
a lot of presents.
on wednesday, i get a rose and a choco bar from yong kok hiung. and two more choco bars from two more students.
on friday, i get two pens, one jewellery box filled with sweets, a plastic flower, two pen holders, two photo frame, one clock, two notebooks, one perfume, two teddy bears and one joke book. not bad, huh?

tonight have to rush everything so that i cant hand it all in on monday. oh gosh...

Meeting of the Spare Tyres

On Friday night, I went out to Atmosphere Cafe to meet two old frens of mine, Jeng and Esther. I havent seen Esther for a very very long time. Probably for nearly ten years o. We chatted about old times and recent news. It feels good to be able to meet old friends and chat with each other.
Then, because there is a live band at the cafe, we left as there is no way we can chat in peace. We went to Seahorse to have some supper and more chatting.the night ended at around 12 midnight.

Spare tyre...not the body fat type of spare tyre. It is the spare tyre that guys will look for when they just broke up with someone or have problem with their partner. This kind of spare tyre will usually unaware of it and fell into the trap. Jeng, Esther and I have the same problem. We are ppl's spare tyres.

Why do we have to be ppl's spare tyres?

Why cant we have someone to love and care for us, for real?

Facial Treatment Experience

On Thursday, I went to Opi De Beaute with Yik Ting. We planned to get a facial treatment. I wanted to get one so that I will not be covered with blackheads and pimples during my graduation. my blackheads problem get worse when I began teaching. Anyway, the price for a treatment is mind-boggling. Pls keep this a secret from the adults especially grandma. Dun wnt her to feel that I am spending too much. But we decided to do it anyway so we made an appointment for Saturday night.

Oh! there is a difference between facial treatment and basic facial. It is recommended one to do facial treatment for the first time and then basic facial for maintainance. This is because treatment can more efficiently remove the dead skin cells and have more effective exfoliator and mask to make skin cleaner. But facial treatment is very tasking on the skin so can onyl be done once in a long while. Basic treatment is..well...basic. It is to do the same job but less tasking on the skin. Maintainance only need to be done every three to four weeks.

On Saturday evening, 525pm, Yik Ting and i presented ourselves at Opi De Beaute. We changed into the gown provided and the treatment started. The whole process took us 2 hours. There are cleansing, exfoliating, blackhead removal, mask, eyebrow trimming and something that helps to improve bloodflow on the face. My blackhead is a lot o. More than the time we do the egg mask as she take care of the whole face. Scary. I still have a few left though. She said the blackheads are too stubborn and i need to moisturise my face so that the blackhead will soften and then can remove lo.

The whole experience is relaxing. I feel so tired and sleepy after that. Maybe too relaxing already. Hehe...

I am planning to have another session before the graduation ceremony but not treatment la. basic facial wash so that it will be more complete.

Time to sign the dotted line

Today i commit myself to an audit firm in miri.

weird....why when i am about to commit myself, another firm called to inform me of a possible employment with them. Samling called....hmm..i am going to layan t6hem for a while just to see what is it...hehe...

fear factor with this singaporean actor, allan wu, is on now...so i cant blog anymore...

bubye

Friendster Blog

That one is just a blog that i want to write about the books or movies that i have watch. something to let me decribe extra long about stuff like that. not really going to update it much though.

the real reason is because I saw that it is available so my hands itchy-itchy created one. Bleh! my impulses...arghh...

which reminds me!

guess what? I bought two lipsticks today from BodyShop. it is "buy one free one" so again,impulse buying, i bought the lipsticks and a foot lotion. hehe...be quiet about this. I feel bad yet fun.

Busy Day

Today I have this Hari Pelanggan in school where teachers call the parents of the problematic students to come to school to discuss the problems of their kids. I met with 6 parents. they are fine actually...very understanding in fact.

A lot of things happen these days and it has been a long time since i have blog....need to update a lot...

i have actually written some the other day but i blurily cancel the page causing me to lose everything. stupid me!

What have happen to me?

When I was in school, I don't really have much friends.

When I was in university, I have even less friends.

When I was in school, I am always at home.

When I was in university, I started to have some social life.

Now, I am working. I have a different social life with different friends than my university's social life.

Now, I experienced more of the so-called normal social life.

But...

Why do I feel even more lonely?

Why do I feel unmotivated?

my dearests...I think I am suffering of ...gee...i forgot what is it called...hmm...loneliness? desperation? no..not right...what is the word...hmm..i can't remember...in chinese, 'you yu chen'
Each time I try to cheer up but I can't seems to do that. I feel like nothing will cheer me up including food. So, i guess i wouldnt't become fatter.

What has happen to me?

Cleaning My Eyes

I thought it will be boring to watch Lords of the Ring: Return of the King over and over again.
I thought I will not cry since i have watch it once and twice and thrice and so on.

Apparently, I am not entirely correct. Some parts are really boring me. But some parts still can make me cry so I cant blame Selene for making me cry...

I just watch the ending part of LOTR: Return of the King and i cried a bucket over it. And this is like the fourth time,maybe, I watch that part of the movie. Each time I cry non-stop over the same scenes. Gosh...

Sense Of Helplessness

hmm...yupe...helplessness....

Each time grandma is not feeling well, i don't know what to do.

someone, teach me what to do...

My Complicated Relationship With G

Maybe it is not that complicated. Just troublesome. Never know that a student can be this attached to me.

A friend of mine advised me to get my relationship with G clear. Otherwise, it is very troublesome.

Not only that I have gotten a soft toy puppy from him, I have also went out with him twice. Not alone with him though. But with someone else too.

I promised myself that I will cut off the attachement with G as soon as I quit teaching and I move into the hectic life of accounts apprentice. yes, i will do that.

My Hectic Yet Relaxing Week: Wednesday

I don't think that I will go to Chung Hua today for the Band Music Camp Graduation cum Mini Concert. But, I am the invited guest. Hmm...So, I guess I have to go and so I did with Aunty Nora. Immediately after I arrived, I saw G's mum. Dismay in my heart. Why does it have to be me?!! Apparently, she is kind of lost. So, I have to be her guide. She offered to ask for vacancy at some of the audit firms that she knows of. I am not putting much hope in this though. She commented that I sometimes dressed too young and I should not dress young when I go for job interview. Hmm...Her husband and her told me that when we first met. Anyways, she left before she could see her son play and I sat alone enjoying the whole concert.

Hmm....The first thing that puzzled me is that how do the band practise so many songs without me knowing? The only explanation is that they have been practising it separately and finally, on the morning of the mini concert, thye come together to do it together. Second thing is that why isnt Cikgu Janette at the concert? She is either hiding herself or she doesnt even turn up for the ocncert at all. If it is the second explanation, Whoa! I am surprised at the dedication of stco teachers...impressed...

My Hectic Yet Relaxing Week: Tuesday

Second day is much better than the first day. I spent my time sitting in the school hall marking the essays of Form One. Weird...I find it much easier to mark Form One essays than Form Two essays. Anyway, I feel much better about the whole situation of taking care of students. Apparently, D, whom I felt that I have disappointed once, have forgiven me and that makes me feel so much better. Oh! I found this out on Monday. Today, when I was there to see the students going home, they are playing games. I brought Amanda along with me. G gave me a surprise: a soft toy puppy. I am surprised. Hmmm...

P/S: The soft toy puppy is kind of dusty. So, after consultation with some soft toy expert of Wong family, I wash the soft toy puppy.

My Hectic Yet Relaxing Week: Monday

Although I have complained earlier about me having to take care of the students half day for another teacher, it has ended well. I really felt that I have nothing to do. The only thing that is interesting on that day is how i realised that I have such a big mouth. My big mistake. I told G that I will give G a surprise the day before. Unfortunately, G doesnt consider me showing up at Chung Hua as a surprise so G was really unhappy. So, I cracked my brain to think of something that will measure up to G's level of surprise. Hmm...so there is it...my few-years old christmas bear that I never find of any use...put together with the simple chinese charm that i made a few years ago which i put on the shelf to collect dust...wrapped both in envelope style...safely secured with six staples...Then, I get G's friend to tell me which is G's bag as there are, well, almost three hundred bagpacks in that aircond hall of Chung Hua. Secretly, I placed G's surprise in his bag. After that, i just enjoyed the angry/unsatisfied look on G's face. After a few minutes there, I realised that there is nothing to do so I went home planning to come back again when it is almost time for the students to go home. As I was neopet-ting (a new term i learn from lynnx today), I received a sms from G that he has found his surprise. When I went back to see all the students go home, I also sent G home together with his drum, which I have forgetten the exact name of it, and a bass drum. What is a bass drum? It is that huge drum that usually a big guy will carry in a band. That ends my Monday.

I am tired

Yeah! Holidays time!

Boo! I still have to work....essays to mark...all five classes...strenuous....tiring...

Not only that, I have to go and watch over the school band at Chung Hwa having their very first music camp in Miri. I was cheated to do extra shift...but I am ok with it...Wish that Naga (the GERKO teacher) has not aimed me but he did and he achieved his purpose while I have to suffer....

Doing nothing and doing something...which is better? Doing something...Doing nothing is a torture if u are outside ur home. Because doing nothing at home is a privilege that u can only enjoy at home...urgh! I have another day of watching to do...URGH!!

One Night Out

Friday night...
I dun like to go out alone...I find it too depressing...I need to find ppl to accompany to shop around and tat person is certainly NOT jinnwei...He is too not my type of person i want to shop with...

Firstly...I have a student whom i have been teaching since last year...in total, I have been his teacher for three months...Whoa! that's long...haha...Anyway, only recently he has become quite close to me...I am sure all of you will ask me to not to get too close with him...I will...trust me...but not in a short time...This boy is really sensitive...His family spoiled him but at the same time, they have also let him to take care of himself...Thus causing him to feel that his parents does not care of him....Since he has treated me as a close friend fo his, I will need to take time to put him off slowly...so that he will not be hurt...Guess what? He is the run-away-from-home prone. So have to be really careful dealing with him....

So...anyway....i have went out with him and his neighbour on friday night. We went to play bowling...something i have not done for years...The bowling alley has changed some of its things...the pins, the shoes...I strike once...Then, we also play games in the arcade....There is this game that made me realise that my hands and eyes coordination has problems...Urgh!... Have some fun anyway...

Not a bad friday night after all...But i think i am more of the type of people who sit at the nice expensive cafe drinking coffee instead of the ppl who hang around arcade...Does this means I have grown more mature?

MSSM

Weee......!!

MSSM is finally over. I have certainly work up a tan even though i have tried to protect myself from the sun.

My group mates, whom i complained of earlier, have turned out to be quite a relaxed group of people that I enjoyed been with. Though we did not follow the entire process of being a pegawai...for example, we only use one set of flags instead of two...we give extra rest time to the participants...But overall, the experience with them was fun.

I feel grateful to be with them cause my this fren who is in lempar cakera was suffering. She was been blamed for not understanding the rules and put the wrong flag up. Lompat tinggi here...we are so relaxed...hehe....i guess i am lucky after all...

four days of been together...

whoa...

thank you, my group mates...

Constantine

I went to watch this movie today. Enjoyed the movie. Not bad o. Below are two scenes that can be seen in the movie and the lines that they said. Haha...I just happen to remember the lines... :p



"Welcome to my life" as he blew smokes into the glass...suffocating the spider with smoke. Dun worry. The spider is alive as the main actress releases it minutes later...


"Holy water...?!" A cross was dropped into the water tank so that the water will become holy water. Then, Keanu Reeves burn the water sprinkler so that the holy water will shower the demon-possessed human to reveal their true self. As you can see from the pic, the girl's face is showing signs of demon. hoho...

A movie worth watching indeed.

Three "Busy and Unfortunate" Weeks

yes...

busy and unfortunate...

The second week is nearly to its end. I can't wait for these three weeks to be over.

Week One: Ulcer at the hardest to reach but quite important part of my mouth. Sometimes I wish i have digicam so that i can take pics of myself to show you readers but I dun have. Anyway, the ulcer is pretty bad (urgh...). Then, on Sunday, I went to traffic game practice and when i was trying out the route for the first time as a pedestrian, I tripped and fell. Bruise at my left palm. Red patch on my left knee. Small bloody scratches on my right palm. And finally one 10-cents size wound on my right knee. Very very unfortunate!

Week Two: Ulcer is getting worse. Accompany my students to join the traffic game's law test and then send jinnwei to LEO meeting and then back to see my students again and then fetch jinnwei and then send jinnwei's back home before finally going home. On my way to fetch jinnwei, I received a call from MTV saying that i have been shortlisted as the one of the five finalist of this contest of MTV. The condition to win this contest now is that I must be able to fly this Friday (meaning there is still four days). What is the prize of this contest? The winner will be flying to London in style on an all expenses paid trip to meet John Travolta at the MTV UK TRL studios in Leicester Square, and then go with the star studded cast to the glamorous premiere and dance the night away at the after party! BUT BUT BUT I have not make my international passport. I have no idea that there is such thing called emergency passport. I should have told the person that I cant confirm now and ask her to call my the next day so that I can go and ask Immigration to ask about the emergency passport. This is so unlucky!! Then, I get busy with MSSM. I become the Pegawai for Lompat Tinggi. The pegawai working with me are really slow lo...They arent willing to carry the stuff. They want people to help them. In my opinion, if the organiser is not doing a good job, then the pegawai should do the work voluntarily. Other than that, they are also ignorant of my opinion. When i told them the mattress should be placed at a spot so that the athletes wouldnt face the sun when they made the jumps. But guess what they said. "Never mind la. nothing one la. It is them who jump, not us. Never mind" What is this? I cant believe them! How could they be so selfish? Only until the field referee came over to have a look and told them to change it, then, they are willing to change it. Today is the second day and guess what? for these two days, the ones who wrote the marks sat at the spot where the sun will face their backs and i have to stand at the spot where the sun will shine directly to my face. (my face o...dark lo...). There are two more days to be under the sun o...Traffic game is near and this sunday is traffic game opening ceremony but the students still not sure if they are joining. Why? because the competition is on monday and it falls on the periodic test. If they join the game, they will miss the test and they wouldnt have marks and class position. As getting class position is so important, they are in a dilemma whether to join or not. sigh..

Week Three: Traffic game is on monday and so is periodic test. Periodic test duration is five days. I will be busy marking papers and after marking the papers, i will have to compile all the results to see who will get what position in my class. Currently, i have four classes of essays to mark. I dread this a lot o....

Sigh...my week, so far, has been so busy that I am very tired o.

Jay Chow's and Patty Hou's Romance...

Love and relationship seems to be the main topic of my blog...But this blog is due to the influence of lynnwei. These two person relationship is the hottest thing now. They denied that there is anything between them but they were photographed so mushily together in Tokyo during the Chinese New Year's holidays trip. I am happy for them. One hot artist and one hot news broadcaster. Whoa!

Hmm...shopping for clothes...

Is she saying 'no'? hehe... :p

Let's sail together...Muahs...

Wishing them all the best!

Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam

This movie came out in 1999. A really old movie that really has made it big. TV3 has been showing it at least three times for i have (tried) to watch it three times.

It starts when this guy (above) came to this girl's house to learn music as this girl's dad is a really great musician. Then, this girl fell in love with this guy. But because this guy is not a pure Indian (hmmm...not true though. The actor is really an Indian), therefore they are not given blessing and the guy was chased out of the girl's house. The girl's dad get another guy (below) as his girl's husband.

The husband finally knows that the wife is in love with someone else and brought her to Italy to reunite her with her love despite of his family's protest. In the process of searching for the girl's love, the girl found his husband to be so understanding and considerate. Finally, the time has arrived. The girl finally met her love. But, there is no more love. The girl has fallen out of love with her old love. She is now truly in love with her own husband. The first guy gave his blessing. The girl goes back to her husband. The end...

Ok...Dont go thinking that I love to watch Hindi movie. I just happened to watch this movie (only the first hour) a few years ago and watched the same part again last year. Very frustrating as I find the plot and the scenery in the movie are so fascinating and I cant seems to finish watching the movie. The sceneries are at the really cool looking palace and then Italy (Ooo....).Even this time, I have not watched the whole movie as I was out to fetch people to tuition and stuff. Thankfully I was able to watch the ending this time. Phew...

De-Motivated

Holidays are supposed to rejuvenate one's spirit so that when it is time to battle again, one will be full of energy to give one's all.

BUT

why do I feel demotivated? The dread, when I wake up early morning every morning, is back...I dread going to school everyday...Abelle suffered of headache two days in a row and went home early from school...I, somehow, wish that i have the headache so badly that i can go home and sleep. Doctor concluded that in Abelle's brain, something is not working so it causes headache. We funnily called it 'traffic jam in Abelle's brain.' Lynthia concluded that it is due to Abelle's phobia of school and she subconsciously summoned the headache and thus she can go home early...

Everyday facing the students...it reminds me of how fun it was to study and have no other worries...

I wish I am still studying...

I wish I never grow up...

Brandy

My cute Brandy when she is just one month old. As you can clearly see, Brandy is very black...Her name was actually "Oo Oo" then it become "Brandy." Uncle Wong used to call Brandy "Chiwawa" due to her size...thought that she will never grow bigger till I brought her to the vet. She got so much worms in her stomach that she dun get any nutrient from the food she ate. From then on, she begin to grow lo...

My cute Brandy now (about 4 months old). She is getting stronger and stronger. Just this morning, she broke her red collar strap (as seen in the pic). So, I immediately bought a red leather collar strap. A new strong one...hehe...

Right now, my dad told me to let Brandy out for a run to let her be familiar with the place and take care of the house properly...Basically, I have to teach Brandy how to be a good dog. I wonder if I have the ability to do so. :p

In every person’s heart is a dream for true love

Last night, I watched a movie called "A Boyfriend For Christmas." I know now is Chinese New Year but i just want to watch this movie after i seen the preview...
To read the synopsis, please go here.

Right after i finished watching the movie, i was in cloud nine...or was it day-dreamland? I guess it is true that in every person's heart, there is a dream for that one true love. In the movie, it tells that once the moment is gone, it is gone forever. There wouldnt be a second chance. I dun think i have missed my only chance to meet my Mr Right or have I? I dun think so.

The good feeling doesnt end there. Why? 'Cause I woke up the next morning having a really nice ending to my dream...hehe...So, what was the ending to my dream?

--> The Ending to my Wonderful Dream<--
I met with Wang Lee Hom and I have no idea who he is (or was i pretending not to know him?). He was attracted to me and I am pretending I am not interested. Then i was fully awake....due to my cute Brandy's barkings of hunger. :p
--> haha...Imagine having LeeHom attracted to me...haha...nice dream, right?

The Year of Rooster

A whole new year. The year of Rooster...
I wonder if I can have a great start this year...
I wonder if I can find my career path this year...
I wonder if I can decrease my waistline this year...
I wonder if I can fall in love with exercising this year...
I wonder if I can fall in love with someone this year...

Saw this wedding photos today...Very pretty...Ohno! It makes me desperate...I can control myself...I can!!

New Year Wishes:
All the above...haha...and the little little ones that i do not want to tell here. :p

Celibacy Band

This is a stunning, hand-crafted Sterling Silver Wedding Band ring. Luminous Sterling Silver has been crafted to an intricate and unique pattern to encircle your finger. This ring has a very beautiful satin finish with a diamond cut center.
--> http://store.yahoo.com/dreamlandjewelry/stsiwebari.html

NOPE...I dun have THIS ring...BUT i got something that looks just like this...my ring is not tat thick...it is not sterling silver...but it is silver...hehe...and it is not wedding ring....it is a normal ring that lynnwei, lynnx and i decided to get one for each of us. And our rings definitely do not have this beautiful satin finish with a diamond cut center...again, ours are normal and cheap rings...hehe....the pattern is the same (almost)...

Celibacy...haha...another one of our many topics...noo...we are not seriously serious with this celibacy band...so...what is celibacy? check the dictionary la...maybe i will discuss more on celibacy later in the blog...

headache

currently i am having headache....or is it migraine? not very sure which one...but it is pain in the head...
actually i wanted to write some intelligent or shocking stuff to feed my blog...but my brain is not working...actually got an idea of what to write already...but now...my brain is not contributing...instead...i am talking crap...dragging the blog longer and longer...

are u still reading?

not really interesting but it is really long winding...trying to start up my brain...